I know You

    My dearest,

    I know I’ve been absent and I know You’ve always been around. And although I’m so far away, I need You to catch me. I know I don’t even have to ask You that, You are doing it right now, aren’t You? I know You would do it even if I told You not to. I know that despite the fact I’m not being a good Christian, You’ll always be pulling me back to your side. It’s so unfair that You keep coming after me even though I don’t stop running from You. I wish I could be better than this. I know so many things and I still fail to be yours.

    Why do You do that? Why don’t You just let go of the people that let You go? Why are You so overwhelming, that You can’t do something everybody would do? I’m so happy that I have You on my side. I know You’re listening.

    I’ll try to keep in touch more often, I miss talking to You.

    Love, 

    Me.